i was sitting outside this morning, drinking my coffee and watching jacob play. just me and him, everyone else was of course still sleeping. it is amazing to me how such simple things like watching my baby run outside and play, throw a ball, and laugh makes my heart just melt. i was talking to the Lord and expressing my gratitude for giving such joy to me. i felt the sweet communion of His heart and mine together enjoying the pleasure that jacob was bringing to us both. it was a wonderful moment of fellowship for me and the Lord as we conversed about His goodness and the joys that He has brought into my life. for some reason, i felt like God was showing me that this is what He loves, spending time with me, enjoying the blessings He has given me with me. yet, i knew that this was just a small measure of the intensity and greatness of the depth of fellowship that God desired to have with me. I felt myself say to God, "there is more isn't there?" His response was immediate in saying, "way more!"
way more! way more! in my finite understanding of God and all that He is and everything that He has done for me because of Who He is, i can not fathom how deeper communion and fellowship and the effect it is going to have on my life will develop but i know that when i heard Him say "way more!" i felt His enthusiasm and excitement and it moved the deepest part of me in a unique way. i just keep thinking over and over "way more!"
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